~~~I feel like an awful mommy. I've given up and I feel like it has to be the right thing, my puppy has got to find a more suitable home. It breaks my heart, but since he killed one of Dad's favorite cats today and not having a car is making it impossible to spend enough time with him either Dad will break both our heads or he has to go. Besides dealing with that, I have poor Mr. Samurai Mao lonely at home because I'm either at work, chasing after the dog, or chasing after the boy so he too is not getting enough attention. I'm thinking about finding him a companion after he gets fixed Thursday. So long as Marky Mark finds a good home, it will be much cheaper having two cats than a rather large dog and a pudgie cat.
~~~I know there are other stories to tell. Like I said. I'm not motivated. Maybe they will be told later on or maybe they will be forgotten except one little line in a rather lame blog post.
~~~I guess there was one up side today though, I had a manager from another store in the mall stop by today and ask me to fill out an application...that's the third time I've been asked to apply at another position in the mall. And Bitsy, I promise one day I will repay your "take ur mind off shady sucky crappy life stuff" post. Sorry this one isn't exactly it. Maybe my next one will just be a bunch of texts I keep because they amuse me.... it will at least get me moving again. That is something to contimplate next time though.
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| ~Samurai Mao<3 |
you aren't terrible and you haven't given up. you realized that you can't take care of Mark and are trying to find something better for him. and that is awesome that a manager from another store asked you to fill out an application
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