Thoughts..thoughts.. THOUGHTS.

Okay, so last weekend sucked. I had money issues, boy issues, dad issues, sister issues. You name it, it was going poorly. This weekend is looking up, however; and this is what it seemed to take.
1) Having a check bounce, getting it fixed, THEN my bank still not having things corrected once I did my part.
2) Telling my dad I wouldn't have the last installment of what I owe him when I had previously though. Followed by him telling me I'll have to get rid of my dog. WHICH I refuse to do.
3) Bringing me to: I don't know where on earth I'm going to keep him since I still haven't moved. AND he has worms and I can't afford to take him to the vet yet. Sorry dad, gonna have to wait on that money again some more. And, by the way, why is it IIIIIII am the only one who has to pay you back in a timely manner? I'm like the only one who DOES pay you back. FUCK THAT SHIT! At this point your money can wait a month while I take care of my dog and fixing my car.
4) And the boring monotony that has been my job. Good grief! Business has been so slow. Who hijacked the mall customers? On the up side, the boss has been in a better mood. And if I could figure out a way around the OTHER guy who is my "manager" (kind of more in thought than anything) then I could be running the show on my own kiosk. Which is fairly lame, but at the same time kinda sweet. Makes me feel a tad accomplished. And the pay would be better. NOT that it's bad considering all I have to do (not really a whole lot). I'll keep dreaming big about moving to another location/ opening multiple stores for the boss man. Chicago? Or St. Louis? But I'd especially like to go to Seattle :)
5) Yup, get me OUT of this place. On my way into work the other day I was behind this woman whose license plate was seriously "VIRG." Virg? For real? This has GOT to be the most ignorant gathering of "learned" individuals. I mean, there are 5 (that's right FIVE) colleges in this pea sized town. How are so many people so dim?
6) And back to Marky Mark, I finally go get car insurance for the first time in 3 years. The guy has pictures of his kids all over the office, which is fine. He was your typical weirdo though. But I start looking closer, one picture is of a boy and a dog that looks JUST LIKE Mark. My heart about stopped. I still have mixed emotions about going back in to pay my insurance. It definitely wasn't my dog though. His had either run away or been stolen. Two to three years ago. Which would make THAT dog like 4 or 5. Mine is clearly no more than 2 years old as he is still so hyper and playful and loves to misbehave. Also, he got his dog from the shelter. Everyone knows they require all animals to be fixed upon adoption if they aren't already. Here they also chip or tattoo them. Mr. Burly Mark has had none of those thing done. Unfortunately. Once I can afford getting him fixed he should calm down some.
7) Then there is the am I single or not question. The frustration of living on top of another person. Sharing basically everything, including our only days off. Not going to get into a big rant about that though. He's still pretty amazing and treats me so much better than pretty much anyone who has had nearly so much say in my life. I do tend to go through these crazy hormone related mood alterations from time to time and they can be pretty hard to deal with. I just need to convince him we HAVE TO move to a slightly bigger, dog friendly place. And soon. Before one of us offs the other.

And this is the culmination that has brought me THANKFULLY to the end of this week. It's pay day. I'm going to see one of my sisters in the morning that I haven't seen in 5 or 6 years. And she's trimming my hair. Which is long over due. And my pal Joe is suppose to be visiting this weekend. I'm pretty excited to see some old faces. AND I'm suppose to be getting my favorite cheese dip and salsa with my TWIN sometime this weekend. Uber exciting considering I hardly see her anymore. Maybe when I disappear (first to Denver) to Seattle, I will have to kidnap you love!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, the weight has been lifted
..........now I think I will go decided what lucky people's art work will get to grace my walls along with my own!